this is my first blog of the year....

It's already 1.50am, am I still awake. I can't sleep well, many things had happened as well as many changes had being taken. Things that changes are like friends, family, and what we called brother. Every thing had change, I always remember last time I used to say, " "fate" bought us together and it will separate us apart. If we don't try to put our effort we won't even last."

I really puzzle of why some guys don't appreciate the nice girls they found and leave them. At the same time, I really confuse when some girls did found a really good boyfriend yet choose to hurt them and leave them. Maybe "fate" really like play tricks on us. Sometimes I really enjoy  the time I spend even it means something little to me.

When will I found a really nice girl that really appreciate me? or should I say... I found you!
never know when will it happen but I believe you will be the best among the people I know. Let pray "fate" put us together soon.

GOOD NITZ!!!! working tomorrow >.<

so glad that I know all of U

after for so many years, all this frens that was with me had spend their time and believe on me. I really enjoy spending the time with them I really enjoy every single second talking and chatting with this people. I love their interest and ways of interacting with me , mostly joke around and laugh around.

so many months have passed, I look back the things I had done and I can say I really really want to stay with these fren forever, hope everyone can find a ritz partner.

it  is been so long that i have blog le...but I think now when ever i have the time I wish to blog to keep remember every  single thinking and feeling i have.

I am so glad that i know all these fellow!!!!

New story .... New frens

After 8 months.... I be trying to make myself forget the pain and suffer that u giv me...

I learn a lot of new things and also through time I make some new frens I learn how to let u go...

But even so I still had a time of thinking u... Why!! Why would I still think of u...

Now currently I have use work and study to clear my mind so that I won't think of u

Will it work??? Can I stop thinking of u???

Study day working nitz no rest even weekend....

Hope I can survive.....

Felt like today's time pass so slow...

It is a normal day, where everything is normal....nothing special
But I think that the time pass so slow...and boring....
I wonder is we doing our things damn fast or is the day is so long sia....

My plan if the day is that I study in class until 6pm hopefully i have the mood...
then go home rest and change to running clothes and go run....
I think I can train abit as my ache have stop ba....

that all of the day......

My feeling

after she leave.....My heart is so dead....I can't feel my heart beat....
yet I have to smile everyday facing everyone and everyone.....

what the point of knowing her....then.....forget about her....

I really glad that I know her....but...do she glad to know mi?

does she love mi in the first place?

i so happy that there is a new couple beside mi....*CheerS* man!!! I wish u can last long with her...

And I hope she is way better than anyone I know......!!!!

Thanks to people around mi.......I can move on....thanks to her....I see the truth about gals.....

New Life, new friends....

Now currently in Year 2 sem 2, I happy with my class currently compare to Year 2 sem one. At least I felt easy and abit distress ba.....

To me right now....I like in a New life where by I don look at the past think about what I had before but now looking forward each day happening. everyday there will be joke laughter mainly in my new class.

I met some new friends, in new class all are quite friendly and fun i guess.....

Hope this go on.......
But ...
but..





I still don wan to forget what I use to have what I use to share.....my pain and my love....
hope u go on well in ur life.....

how i being?

without u by my side...yes...i felt quite lonely....i not use to it at all.....but when time goes by...slowly i get use to it le....thanks to my friends helping me...now i get back on my feet....
what did i done to have u treat mi in this way....ur coldness....ur eyes.....ur voice....


thanks....anyway....i get use to it le.....